Well, now that exam's over... I could start off reading my new book, "The Red Pyramid" by Rick Riordan...

Well basically, this book is about Egypt, its gods and goddess, hieroglyphs, tombs, mummies etc etc... And of course, more hieroglyphs XD

It's a very good book I have to admit, as it teaches me lots of things regarding Egyptian stuff kind of thingy... Especially what we have learned in History like Augustus Caesar, Ra [the god of sun] etc.. etc... But a little comparison, I would still prefer the Percy Jackson series, and the Greek Gods like Zeus, Poseidon and Hades...

My parents began to notice that I like these kind of books, and in books that have something to do with Gods and Goddess, and so they begin to talk crap and start on with the lectures... They told me to read on about the China Gods, something like that, and I was like HELL NO!! There's is no way I'mma read those.... Never mind, forget about it><

Anyway, I seriosly can't wait to finish reading this book=]

My current class, 5B gave me a sudden feel that I'm still in kindergarden... "Animal-SS" popped out from nowhere, just like a zoo... So, there they are XD

We have....

So you sit there and wonder... Is 5B a secondary class, or a total kindergarden?? What do you think?? XD

Yes, I can still remember the way you ran towards me, smiling as you called my name, and in a minute's time you were in my arm. You were quite heavy for a little girl, yet I still make an effort to carry you. You giggled as I lifted you up from the ground, accentuating your tiny dimples, and hugged me even harder that I could almost hardly breathe. Your eyes shone like sapphire's eyes under the sunlight, and your laugh is infectious. Everyone there was like saying we were long lost sisters, and I pretended not to listen, but I was smiling from the inside.

Days seemed like minutes, and my smile melted away when it was time to say goodbye, yet you still clung tight onto me, not wanting to let go. I too, feel the same, yet I don't have a choice, do I? I need to let go. It is indeed that we'll soon meet again, but you will grow up to be a wonderful girl you will be, and as a matter of time I'll be forgotten. We may not be that close anymore, but there's one thing I know, that I'll never forget about you, and I will always wait to meet you again.

Yes, yes, I know... I know it's totally wrong for me to lie 2 my mom, saying that I'll be going to play badminton instead of going to church, especially when today is Mother's Day... I know, and I'm sorry... But I had to><

Actually, I kind of felt guilty about lying to my mom, so I text my pastor [PV] to ask her if I should be doing this, but she did not give any specific answer, and told me to keep loving Him... I cried at that time for it was uber-hard for me. I mean, I'm forced to lie, but somehow I could feel that the answer is YES, and so I went.

This church that I went is not the church I used to go, and this church is way bigger. Another problem for me is that this church emphasis more on Mandarin, and for your information, I'm terribly weak in this language, though I'm supposed to master it by now for I was a SJK student. Sometimes I just wondered if i really belong to the SJK students. Anyway, then there I was, like a total lost sheep among a crowd of people. But at least I managed to utter an incoherent 'hi' with them. You know, to get along... Something like that.

Frankly speaking, I really felt out of place at that time, especially when I couldn't understand a single word they say. I actually thought of leaving my seat and run away from this stranger place, but instead, I prayed.

Amazingly, my hands began to burn, and immediately I knew it. It's the Holy Spirit!! I knew it for I felt it a couple of times before. One of the time was when my pastor prayed for me. The feel of the burning sensation is not like a fire devouring a building, but a feel of knowing that God is with me. He is with me!!

Everything then began to go on smoothly. And I realise that it is not about the people in the church, nor me... It's about Him, my Dad, who is always there by my side and would never abandon nor forsake me, even if the world does=]

He is my closest friend. My teacher. My counselor. My dad. My life...

1st time in my entire life
I get to know this so-called "high class" dog
That only eats chocolate
Instead of dog biscuit
But get sick in the end anyway.
It would online instead of zzz
And do homework instead of barking...
So "high class"!!
I think IT should know who I'm referring to
Right, dog??

Thinking of BBQ hot dog now...

Nothing is mend to last
Nor to be mend forever
Even the best of friend you may have
It may seem cruel
And hearts may shatter
But this is part of God's way
To strengthen and teach us
To appreciate people or things around us
Before they are all gone...

The world does not change it shape
And the sun does not lose its brightness
It's us that change
That cause us to break apart from our loved ones
This is happening
It's imminent, inevitable!
But still
I hate it when people say:
People change
Because it's like
A dagger slashing across my heart
Leaving it to bleed...

This is life,
You can't choose how you want your life to be
Nor you can change it
And you will never know what is going to happen
Only the Lord of the world does
Or you may call it luck
Whatever it is
It's all the same
Our life is destined!!

Please,
Do treasure everyone around you
Start from this very minute
Before they all change
Perhaps yourself
Because
People change...

Sometimes I wonder
If my friends are taking advantages of me
I experienced it a couple of times in the past
And it's killing me inside
I thought they were history
But were they??

Every little thing pissed me off recently
And I don't know why
I got lectured by my teachers, my parents
For the things I don't deserve
My dad has some financial problems he didn't want to share
That he doesn't want to buy a schoolbag for me
My mom talks crap
My teacher deduct my e-discipline mark for skipping class
I hate my life, alright??
It pissed me off!!

I'm sad
But who can see through me??
I just wondered...