Nothing is mend to last
Nor to be mend forever
Even the best of friend you may have
It may seem cruel
And hearts may shatter
But this is part of God's way
To strengthen and teach us
To appreciate people or things around us
Before they are all gone...

The world does not change it shape
And the sun does not lose its brightness
It's us that change
That cause us to break apart from our loved ones
This is happening
It's imminent, inevitable!
But still
I hate it when people say:
People change
Because it's like
A dagger slashing across my heart
Leaving it to bleed...

This is life,
You can't choose how you want your life to be
Nor you can change it
And you will never know what is going to happen
Only the Lord of the world does
Or you may call it luck
Whatever it is
It's all the same
Our life is destined!!

Please,
Do treasure everyone around you
Start from this very minute
Before they all change
Perhaps yourself
Because
People change...

Sometimes I wonder
If my friends are taking advantages of me
I experienced it a couple of times in the past
And it's killing me inside
I thought they were history
But were they??

Every little thing pissed me off recently
And I don't know why
I got lectured by my teachers, my parents
For the things I don't deserve
My dad has some financial problems he didn't want to share
That he doesn't want to buy a schoolbag for me
My mom talks crap
My teacher deduct my e-discipline mark for skipping class
I hate my life, alright??
It pissed me off!!

I'm sad
But who can see through me??
I just wondered...