Top Music List  

Posted by Ker Jean

Get up - Ciara
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eHLNIdZrVCc
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uWVCKIb-IGI

Celebration - Madonna
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3wCky69JHSU

Takin' Back My Love - Enrique Iglesias feat Ciara
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tzwr5LEKT18

Be with you - Enrique Iglesias
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q12_DLlYCgw

Be With You - Akon
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UELFfcfr32M

Sugar - Florida
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hSeZqEezu_Q

RNB HearMyMusic
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eGyD4lAIHNs

I Hate This Party - The Pussycat Dolls
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_sU41-5i3EQ

All I Ever Wanted - Basshunter
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P3CxhBIrBho

I've Got A Feeling - Black Eyed Peas
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LOHGOwbnvTk

Good Girls Go Bad - Cobra Starship
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oIs4u_ekrao

Hating On The Club - Rihanna
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xuaNnM1bh8A

The Way I Are - Timbaland
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iWg3IMN_rhU

Home  

Posted by Ker Jean

Finally, I'm home...

It has been so long that I'm desperate to go Home... How I'm glad to meet Pastor Vinnie and all my friends again... Sometimes I would think if this will be my last seeing them...

All the worries and troubles in my mind accumulating, how I wish I could just get rid of them... Getting permission from an anti-christian to go to church, parents nagging about how bad christianity is for half an hour... Urrgghhhhh~><

"Transport, I need transport...", or "To lie or not to lie?", or "I need a brilliant plan...", or "Can you please help me to get permission from my mom?" etc. etc. etc... All these thought that I have to put into consideration before getting permission from my parents are killing me!! I'm just so sick about it that I burst into tears in the church... Why can't I be like other christians who can go to church whenever they want to? Why must I go through so many 'obstacles' [my parents] before going to church? Why??

Anyway, all thanks to my brother for helping me to go to church, well kind of, otherwise I would not get the chance to go Home, would I?

Mistake  

Posted by Ker Jean

Nightmare etches in my mind
So deeply that I suffer from insomnia
Need almonds with milk?
Don't think that would help either...

Our friendship has ended
Because you force me to
And my stubborn character
Which I could not deny
Now what, genius?
Apologise?

The past has repeated itself
During my time of unawareness
Until I realise, everything's too late
Too late!!><

My friends,
NEVER ever break your friendship
Or you will be like me
Nothing but regret...
We have 1 more year before graduation
So why not bear the pain??

L.E.T G.O  

Posted by Ker Jean


Hmm... I wonder how will my sweet 16 end up to be? A day full with happiness, surprise, or a day full with disappointment, depression, anger and dissatisfaction?? I relly doubt...

Most of my friends had thrown a sweet 16 birthday party and had lots of fun, but what about me? I dare not predict, nor imagine, but to let God to do the job... He will know what's best for me, Amen=]

Desperate  

Posted by Ker Jean


For heaven sake, I'm a human, I need to survive... Can't I have this book by now? Why must it always be out of stock?? Gosh><

How to SURVIVE anything, ANYWHERE... This is a totally amazing book and it can definitely come in handy for people like me who could hardly survive in outdoors... It's a MUST-READ-BOOK!!><

Haix~ Perhaps I might be able to get it after my final exam, who knows?? Patient, Ker Jean, you will survive somehow...

Graduation  

Posted by Ker Jean




LYRIC
And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same

But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day

Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon

And there was me and you
And we got so blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

Chorus=]
As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule

Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

[Repeat chorus]

La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men

Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

[Repeat chorus (3x)]

Holiday Plans  

Posted by Ker Jean

Hang out at:-
Perhaps in Abee's house [just for the ps2]... HAHA~
Genting?? [not sure]
Window shopping [maybe]

At home:-
Read on brainpower newsletter
Online
Sleep

Think of:-
Hanging out with friends...
Making french toast=]
Taking a part time job [impossible
Shoot some arrows??
Watch cinema movie
Playing ps2 [Tony Hawk's Proving Ground]=]

Skateboard??  

Posted by Ker Jean

Getting addicted to Tony Hawk's skateboarding games... I know I could never learn to skate, despite trying once, twice, thrice, until I get myself bruises... 1stly is that there's no appropriate place 4 me to skate, and 2ndly, it's not an easy sports... That's why I choose to play skateboarding via PS2... HAHA=]

Trying to get the hang with the L3 and R3... But both my analog ain't functioning!!><

My best game ever... Gettin' pro in this game=]

Eq 4 Names??  

Posted by Ker Jean

Abeenayah + Fragility = Fragile Bee = Frage

Kelly Ho = Callie = Calleigh

Ke Juin = Ker Jean = Jean/ Jeans = Billie Jean

???

Faith  

Posted by Ker Jean

FAITH,
It's something stronger than love,
Stonger than prayer,
Stronger than anything else...
But, where have mine been to?
I don't know...
C'mon Ker Jean,
Retrieve the faith you used to have...
Pray, pray harder!!
I know you can do it!!><