Posted by Ker Jean

You said to me the magic word "I love you"
Beautiful and powerful words which will turn a person's world 180 degree around
How naive it is for you to tell me these words
When you don't know what love means
Just because when you see a person
Your heartbeat accelerates
You sweat
And you even have to experience insomnia
You think these symptoms are due to love
But is it??
Is is really LOVE, or LUST???

"Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking
It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails"


Stop playing with me alright
I'm not your toy.
Stop saying these words
When you don't even understand them
Stop fooling yourself by saying "I love you"
When you don't even know what you're talking about
Stop being so childish
I have one word for you-- GROW UP!!
Stop telling me "You love me"
Cuz you'll only make me laugh

Rue's Lullaby  

Posted by Ker Jean

This song makes me want to cry every time I listen 2 it... Wonderful song=]

I'll miss you, Rue><


Posted by Ker Jean

Don't talk to me
Don't walk me
Don't call me
Don't accompany me
Don't impress me
Don't follow me
Don't wait for me
Don't flirt with me
Don't sit with me
Don't look at me
Don't laugh with me
Don't play with me
Don't please me
Don't miss me
Don't kiss me
Don't love me......

But whatever you do,
Don't leave me XD

Hidden Talent  

Posted by Ker Jean

Drawing used to be my hobby, and I could spend for hours drawing especially during the holidays. However, this hobby of mine doesn't stay long ever since I'm in my secondary life. I have no inkling why, and it seems like it has been years I didn't really sit down with a piece of clean white paper in front of me, ready to be drawn on, that I forget that I have this talent in me. Until one day when I began searching for all the drawings I'd drawn, I began to say to myself: Hey, I'm good in this!! XD

My coolest drawing=]


Drawn during primary XD

My Friend  

Posted by Ker Jean

I wonder when exactly was the last time you call... Hmm.... Like more or less a year?? I don't know, somehow it seemed so long that I thought you would call no more, until that night...

"Hello," a familiar sound echoed out from the opposite line, and immediately I knew it was him...

I think I responded with an incoherent "Hi" if I was not mistaken, for I was quite shocked of him calling me at a time like this [almost midnight], and I have to acknowledge it. His voice, still the same as ever-- ever so childish...

We began to talk about school's life, but mostly about the good old days when we spent most of the time hanging out together... We were young, naive, and immature, so we don't really bother about what people think about us, and also regardless our genders... We just had fun, and they were simply memorable... And as we talked about it, I believe that we both were amazed that none of us forget a single detail about it...

Somehow, I hope to meet you again, Chee Hoe... I really hope we would=]

p.s. we are just super close friends since primary... So don't think the other sideXD

My Coach  

Posted by Ker Jean

Can't believe I got the chance to hang out with my archery coach again, and I really enjoy it... Love it when we play archery together, and he coaches me along the way=]

Awesome, huh?

That's how he aims for the bull's eye XD

Oh ya, and he's my rock climbing coach too, well sort of=]

Then after all these coaching, we would have dinner together, and he would introduce his friends to me... All of his friends thought we were couple, and we were like ==!!!

My dad kind of protest that I would rather spend my time with him than shopping when I get the chance to go to Genting... Yes, my coach smokes, *coughs*... But as long as I know what I'm doing, there's nothing to worry about, right? Why can't he understand that I'm just trying to learn something [archery] that I like, and after all, the coaching is free... So why not? Sometimes I just wished that my dad could break away from his stubbornness... Urrggghhhh><

The Red Pyramid  

Posted by Ker Jean

Well, now that exam's over... I could start off reading my new book, "The Red Pyramid" by Rick Riordan...

Well basically, this book is about Egypt, its gods and goddess, hieroglyphs, tombs, mummies etc etc... And of course, more hieroglyphs XD

It's a very good book I have to admit, as it teaches me lots of things regarding Egyptian stuff kind of thingy... Especially what we have learned in History like Augustus Caesar, Ra [the god of sun] etc.. etc... But a little comparison, I would still prefer the Percy Jackson series, and the Greek Gods like Zeus, Poseidon and Hades...

My parents began to notice that I like these kind of books, and in books that have something to do with Gods and Goddess, and so they begin to talk crap and start on with the lectures... They told me to read on about the China Gods, something like that, and I was like HELL NO!! There's is no way I'mma read those.... Never mind, forget about it><

Anyway, I seriosly can't wait to finish reading this book=]